I had a brief scare when my newborn was rushed to the ER and I was facing his possible sudden death, so I know how intense emotions can be at this time. Take comfort in that infants can be very resilient and recover completely providing there is not something more seriously wrong like you alluded to. I've stayed in a holiday inn express , so I'm an expert on these matter.
I know it's hard to believe but there are matters more important that GLB so you have your mind in the right place.
If it give you any comfort you don't have to play the real match with the historicals for 11 days , so there will be plenty of recovery time, and I'll try not to beat you too badly in consideration of your personal struggles..