Many good builders will tell you you can save it... and how to do so. I would retire and try again. Trying to save it would be easy for a highly experienced builder... not so easy for less experienced builders. Some of the things you did "wrong" are the same things most every builder has done when they first started. By what I see you put SP's into other skills besides your primary (throwing) which you shouldn't have done. You throwing skill should, by now, be in the 80's natural (meaning without added points from EQ). Stuff like that is something learned over time so don't beat yourself up. Here's a few links to help you out with your next builds;
This link is long, but it has a awesome discussion on building, multi-training, training enhancements, and other quality advice. A worthy read:
http://goallineblitz.com/game/forum_thread.pl?thread_id=5072636&page=1Here's some stuff that might help you out even more. The following are links to threads about building dots;
http://goallineblitz.com/game/forum_thread.pl?thread_id=4986168http://goallineblitz.com/game/forum_thread.pl?thread_id=4686077 (This one I really like to keep handy!)
http://goallineblitz.com/game/forum_thread.pl?thread_id=5039750The rest of these links are about various scripts you can install and use for player building;
http://goallineblitz.com/game/forum_thread.pl?thread_id=5056134http://goallineblitz.com/game/forum_thread.pl?thread_id=4965754http://goallineblitz.com/game/forum_thread.pl?thread_id=4942194Hope this helps you out.